Raise your hand if your in love with the person you were in High School.⠀
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I’m assuming the audience is close to silent right now.⠀
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Raise your hand if you yelled at the kiddos this morning before daycare,⠀
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And love that person.⠀
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Raise your hand if you were snippy towards a coworker within the last week,⠀
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And wish you could go back.⠀
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Well guess what friends,⠀
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We can’t go back.⠀
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But what we can do,⠀
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Is start over.⠀
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Right here.⠀
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Right now.⠀
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We don’t have to be that person we used to be.⠀
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We don’t have to be that person that we were eight hours ago.⠀
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We have the power of NOW.⠀
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In this minute.⠀
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In this moment.⠀
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You are enough.⠀
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You are worthy.⠀
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And every single second, is a chance for a new start.⠀
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Push past the old, no matter how many minutes, weeks, or years it has been.⠀
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And start being the you that you want to be…⠀
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Right now. ⠀
negative self talk
Well isn’t this vulnerable?⠀
Show up when I’m still growing?⠀
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Like- when I’m still a mess?⠀
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Trying to figure it all out?⠀
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In the midst of mistakes?⠀
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And chaos?⠀
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And uncertainty?⠀
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Why yes, doll. That is the answer.⠀
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Show up while you are still growing!⠀
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Why? You ask?⠀
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Because the process is beautiful.⠀
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The process is pure.⠀
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The process is raw.⠀
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The process is part of your journey.⠀
Embrace it all- mistakes, chaos, uncertainty- ALL. OF. IT.⠀
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People love you for ALL of you. ⠀
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The parts the were shiny from the beginning,⠀
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The parts that have a bit of gleam.⠀
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And the parts that are rusty, peeling, and making all sorts of wrong noises.⠀
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Let the world see you.⠀
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All of you.⠀
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Beause it’s beautful.⠀
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Sending so much love to you today <3 ⠀
This ? is? so? true? ⠀
Here we sit⠀
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Day after day⠀
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Questioning our being, our existence, our abilities⠀
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While homegirl next to us is in awe!⠀
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She’s inspired!⠀
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She’s looking up to you.⠀
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And you don’t even know it!⠀
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You have NO idea!⠀
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Let’s turn the tables…⠀
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Have you ever been inspired by someone?⠀
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How about- how many times have you been inspired by someone who likely had no idea?⠀
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Right!? ALL. OF. US. HAVE.⠀
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Which means we have likely all inspired without knowing it too!⠀
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Sis- halt that doubt because wrapped inside of that doubt is some amazing potential!⠀
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Warrior on my friends!⠀
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Sending you so much love today! <3 ⠀
Hey you!⠀
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Yes…YOU!⠀
The one right there, that feels those feelings so deep in your soul, but can’t seem to explain them.⠀
The one that walks away from exciting conversations where someone tells you about something great happening in their lives, with a big pit in your stomach of jealousy, rage, and sadness.⠀
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You know the conversations-⠀
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“I just bought a new house”⠀
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“I just got a new car”⠀
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“I landed the job of my dreams”⠀
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“I made up with my husband”⠀
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“I paid off my debt”⠀
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“I’m pregnant”⠀
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You know, you…⠀
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The one that curses at themselves for these feelings, but can’t seem to undestand why they feel them.⠀
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The one that questions if they are a bad friend, bad lover, or bad coworker for these feelings.⠀
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Guess what friend…. it happens to us ALL.⠀
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No really, IT. HAPPENS. TO. US. ALL.⠀
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We just don’t all talk about it.⠀
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For some of us, this is a somewhat daily feeling.⠀
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For other’s, this is when we know we aren’t doing well.⠀
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This little beast peaks it’s little head out for all of us.⠀
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We just have to learn how to tame him.⠀
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Envy is what I call him.⠀
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And he’s a bitch.⠀
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But believe me sweet thang- you too can tame him!⠀
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Sending you all so much love today! <3 <3 <3⠀
